Friday, May 6, 2011

发牢骚...

The time is showing 6.02pm...

Kinda headache today, maybe because staying late a night chit chatting with cute friends till at 2.30am! A super duper long chat ... with 400+ comments?!


I don't what so much 废话 lor... I suggest you not to read the whole comments at FB la, because of the some rojak languages, you head gonna dizzy leh.... hihi~ for real ! Tiring and Dizzy! But funny! Using multi-language to comment here comment there... (Imma so proud to know multi-language, nose high high*)

I need to stop here for a while, I feel very sick... gonna take a short nap! *Good evening =)

Time showing 8.16pm


Took an hour nap, had dinner, bath... and feeling better already... still my body feel fatigue and weak...
Still got 35 days before I leave Melbourne and start my first sem break... which would last about a month. I gonna leave here once I finished my exam in the afternoon. Quite hurry eh? ..... my answer is "NO"

You would never know why, until you not having much friends around, eating alone, shopping alone, no supper, no entertainment, travelling alone and your only could socialise with old friends via FB, MSN, or Skype not face no face conversation.

I really wanted to leave here, so, so, so desperately and headed to KL and study. First, money... everything at here is talking about "Money"... 每天ah... 一踏出门... 就"Haihh!" ... Transport fee, food, transport fee, and ...food? Everyday repeating the same thing... You could feel that your wallet is just so thin and flat! 让我告诉你们吧... my montly cost is approximately:

Rent $500
Public Transport $161
Food $100-200 (if daily go outside eat)

=  RM2000-2500
(note: AUD1.00 = RM3.00 usually, check currency... BUT, nowadays currency very high... 3.2 !!!! THIS IS BULLSHIT)
And plus, 房价涨,地价涨,油价涨,电价涨,水价涨,粮价涨,肉价涨,蛋价涨,菜价涨,药价涨,这也涨,那也涨,怎一个涨字了得,涨

and if add another 乱七八糟 thing like subscribing internet, water & electric bills, daily product... could sum up to RM2500-3000+...! This is really a huge amount of money, that's why... No supper, no entertainment, nothing!

关于学业嘛... not good neither... no self motivation, skip classes, neglect study, dunno how to do, dunno what its about, dunno dunno and dunno... seeing ahead exam just in 4 weeks time... I am really afraid gonna fail this time... its not like last year, that I felt so confident that time... why?? Only one word.... "咳"...

This time holiday also not so, so excited about it... when go back also can't meet much old friends... as most of them headed to study already... 我看以后都看不到你们了... 机会少的可怜... 这就是所谓的
《人生》? I thought I might meet some of them when I come back... 满感伤的说... really... 我等酱久只为了要跟你们团团圆,徐徐久... 但我们没缘分... 只好再等几个月吧...

母亲节要到了... 不像怎样怎样... 因为怕眼泪又要流搞搞~ 自己天我尽量避免看Family type of movie or video... 比如说今天,short video 看了就 tie ma.... 没关系,男人哭不是罪 ~ haha!

Haih.... anyway I really wanted to see you lar... why so fast go study not September de?? Make me kinda emo and disappointing... =( ....
That time don't cry oh~ but cry also nvm.... 男人哭不是罪~ haha~ quoted by you oh!

But really, during these weeks I feel so depressed ... day by day... I really want to escape already... so tired and annoyed... everyday =(

Not even an ice cream or chocolate could cheer me up...


I need a counselling, seriously.

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