Argh..... I'm still lack of self discipline.... jing mo yuong ar..... I really, really hope to turn myself over a new skin leaf .... 

Watching at the calender that the exam is just 2 days ahead, with so much thing to be covered...

the photo up there seems not much la... still got many shits sheet of papers behind me wor!

Arghhhhhh!!! Must remember there is always rainbow after the BIG stormy rain (,_,) 

真的好想跟你讲话，但又很怕你嫌我烦

Therefore I shut myself pretty tight alone in the room. Hope this kind of life is only temporarily and I could still overcome it for 30 days exact. 

...Can't wait to go home. 

崩潰

就是這樣... 殺 救我吧！

被遺忘的感覺... 真的很不好受...

看到好友有了自己的好友，真的像失戀了一樣... 但覺得比失戀的戀人還要難過 

(雖然我活到現在還是Available地 ～ ♥ )

很多人只是在生命中擦身而過罷了... 所以我不想交太多朋友。以後誰誰誰先“走”一步，然後什麼什麼什麼的... 你曉我曉啦... 如果這個那個“outing” 那邊這邊說三說四的... 這個那個“生日的”, 口袋空空又不好意思... 麻煩... 

時間久了，真的對彼此覺的陌生... 找人聊天越來越少，有時候只看到你上線但不懂要這麼樣break the ice...有時候只跟 Facebook 二人世界罷了... 這就是所謂的“還活著”的意思？還是"寂寞”？我寂寞寂寞就好～～～ （好个屁...）

就這樣，內向的人就是這樣的嗎~？ 內向男 ？！宅男？！處男？！

（如果看 "MO NO" 本人廢話多多罷了）

說真的，我個人覺得自己真的慢慢被遺忘... 自從來到 Australia... 

我寧願放棄一切，回到過去，彌補之間的友誼。

只有你陪我再過著這個月就好了... Stitch ♥

October ♥

Like the new month, but also hate it at the same time -.- ... means my holiday is no longer far ahead from me and  my exam is coming soon! ... and REAL SOON !! I didn't prepare well yet! There's a subject I totally blur2... as usual skipped attended most of the lectures and fall asleep concentrated well in the class! 

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thinking of it really make me (T,T) lo~~~~~ 

By the way, I went to a camp - survey camp for 4 days 3 nights. It is 2 hour drive from the city and the area is really isolated... (well, camping area you know lar) that the reception is so poor that you can only make call or sms on high hill.

The high hill? really high you know!! 

Comparing the two photo.... really "HIGH" you know!!! very steeeeep! Steep daoooooooooo.......

Ok, enough of exaggerating... 

...but really STEEEP LAR !!! 

I climbed that two hills up and down like, 10+ times... no kidding, 10+ !!!!! MADNESS!!!!! It just my first day of camp and real darn tired !! My back and legs are sore everyday! Ah, did I mentioned about the weather? EVERYDAY RAIN RAIN RAIN ! The mud! The slippery! The terrain! Really omgosh... and the cold wind chilling wind heavy gust wind! 

Holding a walkie talkie for communication under a soaky weather... 

Nevertheless... the camp is over and I survived... This time I am not exaggerating it... the tough terrain could take my life anytime! Speaking power of nature... There were so many times that I slipped but luckily managed to hold on something before I non-stop rolling to down the hill... it was my very first experience surveying in the thick bush/forest/jungle/hill *whatever ! 

And also, I like the sceneries so much... driving along wide open...

Buffalos or cows or moo moos 

Vineyard 

I'm not the driver~ so snap3 ♥

Other scenic~

Lazy to put other photos at here... go FB check it out ba! 

I really love country side so much, so calm and peace... no people mountain people sea... no traffics... fresh air... totally letting go the stress... however when I reached in the city, the hectic life comes back ... sigh* 

Can't wait to leave here and my holidays to come (><,) I really miss someoneS so much. 

(PS: All the photos took from my hp... kinda bulky and not a good time to take my SLR since I'm actually not having a holiday trip... but some photos come out really nice.... Hidung tinggi-ing! XP~~ )