What I Saw

Today, I am doing practical on the field. As usual, travel long long... walk long long ah...

I woke up at 6.00am (after snoozing my alarm at 5.45am),

took my earliest bus at 6.54am,

took my express train at 7.14am,

reached city at 7.38am,

changed another train at 7.44am,

reached destination at 8.06am,

walked few kilometres and reach at 8.30am at the 'Yarra Bend Park',

shit-ed in the toilet in the building at there,

sat down and listened to the briefing at 8.36am...

(You think I am making a movie of Rush Hour meh?)

What I saw is, in big city... everything have to be rushed, every minutes is important (if you don't wanna being late to bla bla bla)

During the field prac, I almost had a blackout! Seriously... but its not the first time... Last week I squad on the ground for too long and I lost my balanced after standing up and consequently I broke my Uncle fan(standing fan).

somehow broke the fan familiar with this one

(PS: Didn't take real photo of the pity fan, because being thrown away on the second day lol)

... and today, too - squad for too long until...

"Woooah",

"Are you okay?"

"Ummm, I feel so dizzy"

"Do you need a rest?"

"Yes please..."

so mentarokan! Because after I stood up, my ass hit the ground so hard until, "Ouch" ... my lecturer and other 2 members saw it happening >.< ~ After I took my short rest my friend asked me,

"What happened to you today? You looks not so well",

"Well, I guessed I just baked under the sun for the whole morning and... yeah",

"Oh, okay... so what did you see just now?",

"Errr, I dunno! Everything just black! And I couldn't remember a thing at that time!"

therefore What I saw is Black at that time... as simple as that~ (cold) 

Other thing is that, while waiting for the bus to get home just now... it was after school so there were students everywhere - road, path, school gate, station ---- what the hell am I bullshitting ... (skip!)

The main point is... they were so noisy and some of them even smoke! WTH? They even keep using foul language in every sentence during their conversation and seriously really WTH? No respect at all! I still remember last week, I posted a status about "pretty...bitch..." something. It was about a girl teenager kept yelling at her friends (having fun) without respecting other passengers on the bus. Total no respect at all until the bus driver said,

 "WOULD YOU SHUT UP! COULD YOU RESPECT OTHER PASSENGERS! YOU BLOODY IDIOT!" 

... all of sudden that bitch just kept silent until I got off.

Thus, what I saw is most teenagers I encountered are so immature and disrespectful. Only few are opposite... Correct me if I'm wrong but this is "What I Saw". 

Then, about friends... well, technically should be about Facebook 'friends'... may I know why some of people having so much friends on Facebook? (eg. 1000-3000) Honestly do you have so many friends? If so, how good are these relationships in your life? Or you just felt that it identify your status - means you're a more popular person, more nicer person, easy to get along, got sexier look? cute look?? Self love(自恋)???

(No offence at all, or envy thought...) 

What I saw is that many people in Facebook very ...做假, too unreal. Did you ever saw friends post a profile picture that very cute/pretty one? And after that did you saw them post awful status or stuff like, "WTF, F***, go to hell la, go die laaa, knn" or whatever? 

(No need to put picture at here, just look into your Facebook and 'stalk' them ~)

I doubt if you will say 'no'. There is sometimes I just don't know who can I rely upon to give me emotional help and support in a time of need... Lim beh jin jiak LONELY at here....! Maybe this is Melbourne? Full of strangers with stranger surroundings therefore no one I could rely on. 

By the time I talk about this, I guess I only have... well not much that have deep relationship with friends over the 'not-real' of total 465 friends in Facebook, plus 100+ friends request that I didn't approved.

Next!

Its been a while my parents didn't call me, even though I've been in Melbourne for 3 weeks. I really hope to hear their voices right now, just to have a comfort. 

I Do Not Like Here At All

I'm been too far from homeland, and what I saw was I've been acting like a baby ever since I came here but I couldn't help me self being independent. I have a long thought that I hope spending more time with them together as overall in our lifetime... just think of yourself =) 

I don't know why do I say these, but... its a long post yeah? 

So bye.