My First and My Last

I really no mood explaining about it, just simplified it. 

Yesterday(30/12/2010), I ought to be a peaceful night... not meaning that I did not like to hang out with friends. I'm really glad to pick up my phone and saw my friends were looking for me to Yum Cha. Its just that the atmosphere after Yum Cha at Taman Tasik, which we headed to new karaoke (K Box?) at Kampung Seberang was terribly awful... especially the air.

Honestly, I really wanted to go home after someone said he/she wanted to sing "K". As you know la, I do not sing and dislike such atmosphere (the clubs) because of, ... the SMOKERS... just dislike to the fullest. Ugh, whatever, no need to say about smokers... wasting my time and energy to 'lecture' about them. Anyway, thanks Eric for sending me home after that. I really getting desperate the moment when I could barely breathe any fresh air in such place! My mood terribly spoilt that night. Therefore, that new opened Karaoke was my first visit, and which, also my last. The moment I wrote this, I could feel my throat is acting weird... Hope it is not that the damn filthy air I had breathed... 

Nevertheless, today is the last day of 2010. First of all, my new year wish is that "I hope to hang out and keep in touch with you guys till to the end of my life, meanwhile succeed my life and hope them to have a very bright future =)." Anyway, early greeting from dearly friend of you, that's me~ XD 

Looking forward our Chinese New Year 2011 gathering! Hope our reunion is better and more 热闹~

2010 gathering in KFC
(Sorry if someone is missing or does not included in this photo as I randomly picked)

Love you guys

First of all, sorry Fei Jing that I couldn't "receive" your awards hehehe~~ (Lazy) >,< 


Secondly, sorry Ming Fong that I 放飞机～～～～～～～～～  no more next time >,<


Ok, done with apologies! Anyway, forgive me la... huhuuhu~~~

Haha, Sarikei is so different to KL, Kuching, or any big cities! Even thought the place is really narrowly small compared to them, I really like here... Sarikei is just too, ... I know myself that I would cry again on the day before I leave here for studying at oversea. My heart still belongs to here despite I was in Melbourne for almost 2 years.

At here, everyday I can see their adorable, friendly, crazy, wicked and so on (whatever positive or negative adjectives) faces ~ I smiles everyday because of them! I really love them so, so much... like I had a lot of "darlings" *eheh!

Like today, I watched "Lelio Popo" with Ah Chow, Darrel, Ah Keng and Ah Kang at Premier Cinema~ I felt so sentimental during certain scenes and honestly I cried~ haha* I barely could imagine if someone I knew for so, so long passed away and I might be crying and mourning daily leh !

Anyway, the main point is ~ I love you guys laaaaa ~~~~~~~~ Almost all of you going back to study liao and plus, most of you guys just have a short CNY break nia... Haih~ Hope our CNY next year would be a better year...!

Yes, indeed... title says it all! Haha! You could see me I rarely hanging around in Facebook or update my blog. Because I have a serious busy holidays! Don't feel sarcastic laa... ahahahha~ lim beh currently used up one month holiday already... still got three months to go ..... (O,O). 

Summaries for my one month holidays!

Spent 2 weeks in KL, starting on Monday, 25/10/2010~ pictures say it all =) 

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=564312122&aid=242686

Rest of the weeks, in Sarikei and also in Korea lor on 22/11/2010 for a week~~ 

"An Yo Ha Se Yo~~~" 

Meaning Hello !

Haha, that's all~ reallly "BUSY" XDDDD~ 

I cried again... its not about sadness... its not about anything... It is summarising my whole journey for 2010 studying at oversea! A big, big sign of ...

R E L I E F

I've been waiting this moment so eagerly... T,T ~~~~ you wouldn't feel how I feel right now ! I'm so gay !

And I officially ends my first year in RMIT last Friday!

"Congratulations Ah Chai!", 陶醉-ing told myself XD... I'm a Postgraduate student next year! Woohoo~
(Note: Undergraduate - First Year student , Postgraduate - Second/Later Year student)

I really need to thank my parent and everyone else! Especially my friends too that hanging around in Facebook! Haha, you know I know lo...!

I really can't wait to see my old friends.... I bloody miss you all so much! Seriously! You're really part of my family in my life =") ~~~

And thanks Dad, for letting me shopping spree in KL next week XD~ maybe as a gift that I successfully ended my first year in University =D ~

I also intend to gain weight during my holiday... hope F.4 or F.5 的 Ah Chai returns hahaha!

Nostalgic

My tear just roll down immediately when I started to play this song. I really missed our secondary school life, I missed everything! This song is not bad to hear, very 感性 ~



Miss and Love you all ! See you on 25th for those in KL and 2nd Nov for those in Sarikei ! :")

October...

What this month of October mean to you? For me, its a month of less than a month, less than a month, less than a month !!! Sorry to annoy you guys for repeating the same message... but ... "IT IS LESS THAN A MONTH !!!!" 


Woooohoooo! 


And after that I gonna become a wild...

Yeah, a happy wild little lamb hoping on a vast wide land~ Meehhh*

I've been waiting this moment for months! Finally I could enjoy my 4 months big holidays! I am so relief that I need not to squeeze in a packed train like a sardine fish !

Haha, of course not like one above la ... so mean one !! Just pack like this nia... 

Especially either public transport failure or delayed... this is what happen during peak hours ... and I could tell you would die in there LOL ....! Joking XP (unless during summer, I confirm I will die in there = =) 

And also I could soon finally get rid of eating these anymore !

After I get home, sure I gonna eat this and that la... my beloved Sarikeian friends sure know what food am I referring haha...! 

And I couldn't wait to see those 'miss' me already XD ~ same faces, same language, same crazy style, ... everything gonna turn back to normal ... temporarily =( ... but long enough =D ! I think I might work with Dad after that... hate >,< ! Anyway, I would be in KL first at 25th October ... and KL-Sibu not yet confirm ... finding people to accompany me ! Haha, can't stay in KL too long though... already homesick for 4months... and talking about home... 

A big SIGH* for Sarikeians...!

October is a bad month for all Sarikeians... a sad memory for all of us! I guess you guys should know already la... don't want to mention anymore... just check photos and album and too videos around Facebook at 1/10/2010 time and too our blogger Daniel Yiek , about Sarikei (1/10/2010) ... 

Lazy to read? Then go ahead and watch this video... 

Clear enough?

Sadly, the saloon I always go for a haircut is destroyed too... that place brings lot of happiness leh... "Fire is a good servant, but a bad master"...

Well then, should I get haircut in KL? Damn hard to comb and lazy to tidy up my hair already!

My wake up look lol~ kinda like it actually XD 

斯文

我在想，为什么他们的口德酱没品味... 喜欢说 "F" "F" "F" 在他们的语言？大概每一句都有吧... 我真的听得很不耐烦，成年人或是大人就算了，当可爱... 不，我应该说那些可恶年纪小小的小朋友也是？Speechless... 很想赏他们那些没有口德一巴掌... 

Okay, Ang Moh Lang 就算了，当我身边的朋友（不用包括这的朋友啦），也爱讲... 告诉我..

为什么？ 

这些日子，大概每天吧，都会看到他们喜欢用 Ang Moh Lang style 骂人，发泄！很令我失望... 以前还好好的，虽然不是Super斯文的那一种，但... 也不用...嘛！！！要不然可以用我们的土语吗?? 酱我才不会觉得陌生，比较亲切感，也感觉人在四里街... 听的，看的都不觉得奇怪...!

那些喜欢用"F"的，他们的理由是 "...F*** stands for hello la" ! ... HELLO my head ! What a stupid reason..., I just can conclude you're no manner at all... 是环境的问题吗？交错朋友吧？还是时间真的会改变一个人？ 

I never use or said "F" at all until now, 信不信由你... except "SA" ...是土语哦！

还有，我想在这里面说句真话，我大概终身好友只有你们几个，虽然我有新Ang Moh朋友，当我感觉上只是互相利用的朋友罢了... 不是真正的友谊。这些只是凭我的感觉才说出这种话的，希望不要见怪，而且事实吧...？ 

不说了，哈哈！喂～～～我觉得我跟你们的距离“约拖越松”了。我想用我的 大 假来再次弥补我们的感情！

很快又要见到你们的永远的好友  上 

Handphone, handphone ~

When people want to choose handphone and asked for your opinion... don't you feel that you always hear, "iPhone 4 lah!", "iPhone!", "Apple phone!" ~ Really (= =) ...! Don't you think that owning these Apple products make you...

MEH ?

They're so expensive...! No need talk about iPhone 4 liao lah ... pricing already same as Mac already~ which is RM 3,000-6,000 ~ you don't afraid kena stole/rosak/drop/cakar one meh~ 

...but seriously,

iPhone 4 is really good lol~~ 

Its screen resolution is just so crystal clear, so nice ! 

Comparing to my N95 8GB and 5800XM !

No need talk about its performance lah ~ superb smooth one ! Applications? Hundred thousands for you to pick and play! Especially the Pianist or Gyro (whatever name it is zzzzzzzzz)  application! 

I lazy to talk more details about it, go Google it = = ~ But no matter how popular, how good it is... iPhone 4 is not my choice... I guess? Maybe because I want to be different than others bah... because at here, about... 7 out of 10 people are holding an iPhone ... everyday see 到 very sien eh? Now I only 看中 two handphone...

Sony Ericsson Android 3.0 

Nokia N8 

Specification? Click the link ! or ....

But in conclusion, I'ma choose operation system based on Android... which means that PSP-like Sony Ericsson eh? XD ~~~~ if its really like a PSP, I would be surely enjoying the graphic, playing it, meanwhile using it as a phone ! Like many in one ! How nice is that ! I also like big screen and sized handphone~ my hand big mah ... and ~

Sorry NOKIA ~ I think I gonna betray you ~~~~~~~~~~ huhu!! Please forgive me, just in case ~~

and guys... once again ....

for those who like to swear! Especially the "F" word !!!!!!!

My feeling is just so, mixed. Perhaps my holidays end liao? Homesick ba? or missing you...? I don't know, just wanted to cry, ... plus my little pet dog died last week...and at the end I still couldn't hold my salty water from feeling fully up both of my eyes ball ='( after hearing this song.

The rhythm is making me crying. And suddenly lots of sad memories and events just filled up every corner in my mind...



Seems that I'm an emotional little boy eh? To be honest, I really got a weak soul, a weak soft soul that is so naive of anything that it felt... Hahaha... Believe it or not up to you lah~ If you know me 'real' well...=') I'm just missing you guys already, ...I'm very sure of that, I missed every thing, I missed every moment, I missed every single tiny to enormous o ji li ba la thing we had together...

...and Happy Raya Break guys...!

我国... (My Country)

Guys, do you know what? I, honestly... don't know if Malaysia is still my home country anymore... Look at it, discrimination everywhere, racist everywhere, and my friends, like changed in aspect of manner... some of them.

我现在对我国很...失望，很没有安全感，很...害怕

Look at Facebook, these days! MOST of the stuffs I saw was "GO BACK LA KOMUNIS, GO TO HELL LA, RETURN TO YOUR COUNTRY LA"... even people sharing lots of video about it and mostly, well... obviously "they" won la...

But frankly speaking... I am so glad I'm a Sarawakian(more safe than West), an educated young Sarawakian rose up in ______(lagi safe and using "__" to avoid being 'stabbed', haha) that won't be brainwashed by those UNEDUCATED, LOW STANDARD PEOPLE, HEREBY I SAID TO THEM! STOP YOUR PROPAGANDA ALREADY! I'm SICK of those people that like to ruin the PEACE among us, DEVILS!

每次发生某件事之后，就是有人喜欢把以前的事情统统的抖出来...尤其是这个那个啦, you know I know loo...  我真不明白，明明是几十年的事件根本不必要再重复，再过着黑暗... 悲伤的生活，摆明就是... 

火上加油

... 这种人根本没资格活在这个世界上...! 

Another thing that made me seriously 火上加油, ... 

FRIENDS, STOP SWEAAARING USING THE WORD "F" !!!!!!!!!!!!   ***DAMN IT ! AND THOSE RACIST, WHY SO STUPID? 不能再更笨了咩 ?!

Moaning, boasting, hating, ... or mixed feelings

Thanks Sean, Sharon, Emy, Kee Hui and Ming Fong and others for cheering me up. I really couldn't overcome the problem without them... of course impossible without Him... you know la... "Friend" is so much important to me. I grown up so big, never experience the loneliness in like, having lunch, hanging out, sok geh, playing whatever la la la ...! Most of my friends should aware that I online every day...! Playing "Facebook" games every time! Spamming whatever I posted! Thinking that I'm so lapang  ...and surely felt that I am so annoying seeing so much stuff posted by me in your feed... but I have to! Because, there is nothing else I could do, to kill my time over here! Really sigh*~

There's so much thing happening this week... related about personal problems lo, academic problems lo, relationship problems lo, and also... spiritual problems. I hope after what I complained, expressed in here might calm me down lor....

Last Monday
There's a class test worth kinda, a lot to me ... I tried to study for it, but you know I'm not pro in studying la, and feel no motivation to study, and that time headache for the weekends again... really hopeless for that test ... however I managed to study for the test la, but not finish type one... hehe~ I tried my best to answer as much questions as I could =)

Tuesday
I read newspaper and saw news about Hong Kong tourists being killed by a Phillipine security force. I can't , or even dare to imagine what they felt during the moments between Life and Death. They're so innocent...! Why do bad guy exist? Why? I felt so sorry for the victims and their family. 
Not only that, I also saw news that the flood death toll in Pakistan reach 1300...! Hundred of thousands, even million people evacuate their home...! Now? Look at the news! Its so saddening that all the people are starving for hunger, homeless and some of the could possibly waiting to...
*A moment of silence...*

Thursday
I'm so dead, I still couldn't contact one of my group member as there's a project report which suppose to due on Tuesday! It worth 25% of the course! I'm so worried... I just submit my written report(not complete) to my lecturer. Hope I could at least get 10% out of it ...! Losing such a big marks really a pain in the ass...!

Friday
A interesting day I could say... I went to school to watch a video named "Earth: The Power of the Planet" ... This video is really, really inspiring me... whole the video is talking about the.... Earth, obviously lol ! No la... its talking about the history of the Earth, how mountain formed, how everything is created, how powerful is the Mother Nature when it takes place! I enjoyed the video very much and was thrilled, even though not yet complete for watching it due to just 2 hour for the class. Our lecturer said he will continue on the next, next week ~ *Yeepie~
Then, some of my classmate and I headed to a computer lab to finish our assignment together, suddenly......
an alarm went off... we thought its just the malfunction of the unit, but when we got in the lab, another alarm went off... seems like one by one la...! We were awared by staffs to gather at school compound...

"Guys, we need to evacuate the building, there's smoke coming from the building", said the staff.

Talking to my friend, "What? Is he serious? We're like on the 11th floor here!".

At first we ignore his warning, but later our coordinator came in,

"Guys, I know its annoying, but we have to follow the procedure, please evacuate now"

Then bo bian lo... walking all way down to ground floor...! Quite chu kik xia~

In compound, the place all the crowd gathers during emergency evacuation

But what do you think it going to happen next?
A. Ambulance & Police coming~~~ *bibo bibo*
B. One of a building BOOM
C. Nothing happen
D. Someone scream, "LOOOK! ... the bird just slammed into the window"

Haha, the answer is obvious yeh? Not even until 5min we got here... then one or few staffs coming over and tell us "You can go in now"
We'r like, "What?!"

Stupid enough ...! Then, my happy, inspiring day turns into moody day once I got home and opened up my Facebook.... I saw some of my friends tagged in a photo, and saw 2 page about the incident in KL... All Malaysian should know the issue hor? Two page about "it" lah ... One sokong and one tidak sokong of course...! Merdeka just few days ahead, still this issue becoming more and more sensitive and 'hot' ~ like 火上加油 ~ I felt sorry for that Admins whom created these pages !!! ONLY MAKES CONDITION MORE WORSE NIA !!! 
NOOB HAI~ even some of my friends in my list also quite sentimental about that... like, the bonding between our races... haiz lo~* Make me moody suddenly... 


But another thing saddened me lah ...! Coz dunno why some of my friends like to swear "F" word loooo... like ... can I mention it out? Haha~~ Because everytime I see that word, I felt very 敏感 and 反感 ... saw and heard 到 super 厌烦 already...! Do you believe that I never use the "F" word until now? Only 心想, but I never type it out...! 

I'm good boy =), I'm so proud of my parents haha~ taught me well mannered and I would stick to that, not to 辜负 them or ruin their image on me ~!

But really lah... don't swear too much, especially "F" one OKAY ?? Do a favour for me~ don't make me lose good image on you X(... You know lah, I don't want to get peer pressure...!

Haha, best friend, as always~ so close, like a family ... which mean will be following whatever you did...! So, don't swear(too much) ~

Despite of all of these, I could just pray everyday lor~ what else can I do? "I'm nobody... nobody but you...!"  
Eh ngok meh !

Dislike my tiertiary life...

Sometimes, I really do wish I'm currently still in Malaysia, ... anywhere, anytime, right now... I really, ...do not like here at all. Its been a year, since I came here to have my further study. But, I really doubt is this the one I am hoping for...? I'm sort of tired and I really do not have any motivation to study anymore at all... sometimes. Because, ... not sure la ~ seeing Danny's MSN post saying "Appreciate the every moment you have" ... but I honestly didn't appreciate at all... seems everything at here are meaningless, no point of studying alone at here, I mean alone, ... and did hoping studying again with my old friends... anyway, thanks Danny here for cheering me up at the Chatty Box there >.> ~~~

I seemed I've been discriminated ... or it could be that I couldn't socialize or couldn't accept new friends anymore, or I'm still keeping my heart shut tight ? I'm really, really lonely here~ totally no motivation to study at all... Take today test for an example... this test worth 20% of my course and I totally didn't study well at all during last weekend...! One word, LAZY ! As I mentioned before, staying in this country for too long really make you sloppy ...! Due to their 'relaxing' cultural ba ? I wasn't me anymore, when I'm still in Sarikei/SAS ! My brain, felt its growing smaller and smaller lol ~

I did weep in the corner in order to release my tension and stress, and for everytime I think back my memories in Sarikei, same too looking at our loving "Family" photos~ especially during last CNY! No doubt it was my best CNY ever ! I really looking forward next year CNY ! But I'm not sure if it gonna be a better one or not =\  

Sigh*~ Almost everybody seems going home for Raya eh? Next week right? Envy arh... ! I also have my holidays next week ! But just one week only... but actually its 5+2+2 = 9 days lor ~ I also want go back >,< ! But this year I already put a lot of burden on my Father liao... So, staying here doing nothing and medidating ba? Hahaha~~ but still haiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzing  la  ~~~~~~ !

I really want to talk to somebody now!!! Hoping for video call through MSN or Skype la !!! CALL ME !!! I need to hear you guys voices so that I could pretend that I'm HOMED !

... and to LEO ~~~~~~ Happy 19th Birthday to you !! Muacks ahahaha~~ how you gonna pay back my money for sms-ing one msg to you ! Expensive ler ... wait you chia lou~ hahaha!

累计一年在国外的经验

在这个国家，待久了真的会变笨，变得很懒散... 脑筋也变得一点都不灵活去，功课好难追上... 人口也那么多，觉得好窄! 空气一点也不新鲜，吸烟者又超多，每天当二手烟 really shit... 要去个地方也要这样远，车多... 塞车... 好麻烦... 24hours 哪里够?

不良少年也多多，有美女也没用... 好多都是吸烟的... ! 小孩也不例外... 口德really 'OMG' type one... 电视节目也好无聊，暴力，粗话多多... 这就是所谓的 "Open-minded"吧...
这边的天气每次也怪怪的... ! 一点都不Balance !

打算想在电影院看戏，结果没去，因为贵... 去了也是一个人孤零零的享受... 想买点心来吃也要想很久... 结果也没买... 省钱的日子真难受... 都不可能看到一餐1-5 数字的价钱 !

大学生活过的一点都不觉得开心...
这种生活... 4年，真的好难熬... 希望时间也快快过，快快毕业，打工打工~ 然后离开这地方...!

我想念我平静,美丽的家乡, ...想念我尊敬的家人，亲爱的亲戚，朋友们，... very MUCH!
愿主能带领我度过这些障碍。

And too ... Happy Ramadan to my beloved friends in Malaysia !

Forbidden Friendship [How to Train Your Dragon] (piano cover)

Last few days ago, I watched this animated movie!

Well, description and plot about no need me to say out one lah ... JUST GO AND WATCH IT ~ you won't be regret to use your 1hour and 30min+ of your lifetime after you done watching it, and perhaps might thanked me instead LOL ~ >,< ! This movie is amazingly BEAUTY la ~~

(PS: I'm a SICK ANIMATED FILMS fannnnnnn~)

I keep searching this movie tracks these few days, ... and I managed to download most of my favourite soundtracks~ meanwhile some of them, disappointingly, no =( ... When I was searching Youtube, I found this... this... this ~~ this Piano version of "Forbidden Friendship" and it... just chills through all way down from my head to my feet!

SUPER ♥ laaaa♥aaaaa♥aaaaa~~~~




Another thing that I am so excited about.... that is that How to Train Your Dragon 2 would be revealed in June 2013 !!! I'm so HIGH MAN~~~

"On April 27th, 2010, DreamWorks Animation CEO Jeffrey Katzenberg told The Hollywood Reporter that they were planning a How to Train Your Dragon 2. In addition, they were planning a TV series and a live tour show. DreamWorks is targeting a release date in the second half of 2013."

The moment I saw this... I DON'T CARE about Mayan Calender stupid stuffs or whatever! I just wanted to see it !!! I LOVE YOU DREAMWORKS, and also PIXAR of course~~~ XDDD

(Another PS: Most animated films sound tracks mostly done by John Powell !!! What a great artist! SALUTE!)

Had a wonderful "Dream"

男人哭吧哭吧哭吧～

Aiyer~~~ I felt like I had a sleep for a long time and had a nice dream! Like eating lots and lots of food!

Bintangor Rojak

Half way to Kuching(Pekking) - Famous Prawn Noodles

Mom's cook !

Ah, indeed... had a great, wonderful dream ! I even gain some weight! Haha.... Damn, one month I dreamed I stayed in Sarikei ... I enjoyed it very much...!
Attending Malam Sekalung Budi Pengawas, and our Principal

Had gathering and meet with friends... and also with our Principal during Malam Sekalung Budi

Meet another bunch of friends at the next day, ... celebrating our Principal Retirement Ceremony

Had a BBQ at Daniel's house ~

And together happy happy family lorrrrrrrrrrr~~~

Enjoying the scenic view and tranquility at Taman Tasik

 Had a last gathering with friends 

Man, I wish I wouldn't wake up, and keep enjoying these irreversible moments in my 'Dream'... my Mom called here just now, checking out on me and I was like, bwahuhuhuhu~~* after done talking over the phone! I really missed Sarikei, my family, relatives and friends so, so, so much! My feeling couldn't be expressed just in words! Sigh~ 

Well, time to go! Hope tomorrow would be a nice day! Time passed fast, won't you agree? Yes... indeed ~ meet you all in November !

What can I say?

I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH~

Thanks God that I've been blessed with these friends. I LOVE YOU TOO!

Lazy XP

Ahhhhh, so lazy to blog when I got back >,< hehe~~~~ as usual... had our gathering bla bla bla loh~ I also quite busy this week ah~ busying happying with those old friends before they ciao =( ... anyway, that's all lah.... coz' I'm LAZY now~

Goodbye...! And Aloha~

Yea, its time... but still, I felt that time passed very fast ~ sigh* ~ Anyway, see you guys tomorrow at night! Goodnight guys! =) ~ I've been waiting this moment for months!

Goodbye ~~ MELBOURNE

And alohaaa ~ MALAYSIA~~~~

especially SARIKEI !!

Insomnia... again

Yesterday couldn't sleep well again...! Always rolling here and there one ... barely hard to close my eyes! So, I was thinking about things gonna happened or activities I am going to do in Sarikei ! But honestly, I'm not sure what I feel right now... maybe because its too excited? Overjoyed? Or might it could be sad...?

Netherless, I should feel contented, for gifting me such precious golden opportunity to meet and having fun with them despite its just a week... =) ~ What I concerned right now is that, I found that time passes really fast! ... A week could be passed with just a glance of our eyes! Don't you feel that same?

I really want to appreciate the time given , and make FULL use of the time left for us back there! Haha, I made stupid wishes yesterday night~ dunno how to express, ... idk X) ~

Anyway, congratulation to Amy, Emy, Mee Mee, and others today who had their bright future waiting for them! ... I'm so envy! Because there are so many close friends in KL !

... ="( , God I need Your strength and please, lead me. Lead well for my friends for their future studies too !

By the way, I think I remember my wishes now, .... I hope to see...

1. Darrel mouth mo geh

2. Emy mouth mo geh

3. Danny mouth more mo mo geh ~

when I got home LOL ~~~

HOLIDAY...!

Errr.... not actually haha~~ still got one more exam to go~ but that last exam mo giang la... because only worth 20% for my course and we are allowed to bring notes inside ! Meaning that you can bring your lecture notes, assignments and exercises ! Exam questions sure nearly alike one lah... so... HOLIDAY started yeah~~~~~~

...despite I'm not sure I did well for my today Cartography 1 test T,T ... very pa pa ! Hope the result won't waste my time and Dad's money jiu OK leh ...! But I did my best =) ~ all results depends on Him bah ~ I really somehow got confident to pass only ~ hopefully X) ~~

Can't wait to see you guys edi ~~~~!!! Time 55 pass !!! BUT not during I'm happying with my friends PLXXXXXXX~~~

Still moaning ~_~

I am still thinking about 'it' !!!! Haih... I really mo xing just now... using hair shampoo as my body wash and body wash as my hair shampoo >,<" ... eh ngok meh ! By the way, I still also hate my school !!! Exam around this month T,T ~~~~~~~ missing you guys already! Prepare ah.... I'm gonna become an annoying fly that sticks with you for 24hours LoL~~~  Hope I gonna appreciate every second we have in Sarikei... T,T ~

Today I finally realised all things happened were because of that I lack of Faith...! I neglected and always need Your help only when I'm down! I hope You will forgive me =( ~ honestly from my bottom my sinking, weak and poor Heart right now =( ~ but, its hard to do it alone... I need more Companions to walk into my life! At here and right now or in future! Amen!

Pray for me for my test tomorrow! There is a high possibilty to fail it T,T ~~ which might waste a lot of time and money! Confidence and Wisdom! That's I needed right now! and after that ...! =D ~ Pray for those who had Car Test tomorrow! Especially Ah Qin and Arnold !

UP and DOWN...

I don't know, I don't know.. I should feel happy for my coming holiday next week! But, I think it gonna be my boring holiday... ="( ~ I was so eagerly to go back, just to you guys and have fun for my following days till I got back here again ! I am very, ... not feel any fun at all right now =( ~ I know it sounds selfish, but... I just wanted to hang out with you guys ...! I waited this moment for months! ... My life here at here was not fun at all! I really miss my old 老peng you !!!!! ="( and rather stay behind studying! I'm so easily manipulated by peer pressure eh? ="> ~

Ah, forget to congratulate first to those who tiok Maktab... haih, .... netherless its for own future lah ... I have no or dare to control over it... =) still got CNY doesn't it...? ..........................................................................
OKAY honestly that's long ="((...! I missssssssssssssed you guys real badly ~~ Ah Tong, Darrel, Danny, Daniel, Ah Leo, Ah Keng, Ah Chow, Jerome, KeeHui, Rachel, Doreen, Candy, MingFong, Arnold, Eric, Ah Rong, Fei Jing, Jia Min, Emy, Sean, Suh Yi, Ah Pak or whoever I knew at HOME there !!!!!!!

Conclusion is that my time with you guys was so short and sssssssseriously speaking I'm now quiteee eeeemotional  !!!!!!!! and also I hate my school that having exam this month, this time, and NOOOOOOW!!!!!!!

Where are you?

Aaah, just manage to 'steal' my studying time to blog >,< ~ not really eng to update at here and also upload photos hehe~ but I manage to upload some of them in my Facebook lor !

By the way... where are you guys hide lah ! 

I'm so boring these days ~~ sometimes want to have a short chat also hard ah~ want to release my tension  ... Facebook also kosong kosong one... MSN no need say lah ~ all dunno die where liao ! Iskkkkkkk, so many thing to study T__T ~ I managed to take down two exam papers already, just this coming Wednesday... very high possibility to ... FAIL argh.... because all questions are asking about theory stuffs~ 

Anyway, my head still thinking about my holiday >,< ~~~  

in less than 6 days! ...

Who want go Sibu welcome me X-) ~~~~~~~~ sure nobody one lah ~ hoh? =\ ~

First day of exam ~~

Today is my first exam~ Mathematics ~~~~~~ Aiya, sure got people say its easy one lah~ but my head still keep pusing pusing answering the questions >,< ~~


Anyway, one down and three more to go ! Might updated my blog when I finished or after back lah ~~ see loh !

Gamba...

!!!!!

Outing

Later can meet dao my Dad liao !!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ Don't ask me why such excited lah ~~ Haha, its my Dad wooorrrr ... but aiyok.... having exam next week =(( ~ At this time, I hate my school !!! Why so slow having exam one lah !!! See lah, many of my friends having their holiday already !!! and I can't pei my Dad holidaying !!! I HATE YOU Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology !!! HuHu ~~~~

Every Sarawakians must hear...

I found this video on youtube, it ... it... it is just so... so... so... NICE ~ 



It is just so soft, so lovely, so ... one word, "Touched" !! I think its because I'm a Sarawakian too? By the way, my eyes were so watery wet just now ... I wonders~

While waiting it to finish loading... a message to those study abroad !

Beware

This song might make you develop a symptoms called ...

Homesick.

Coming soon...

Due slow internet connection I can't upload picture or post anything ~~ X) ~~ who gonna read bunch of words? Because    "A picture says thousand of words" !

So.... next time ba !

Future To-Do Lists

Just a short brief post about what I am doing for the coming days!
This week and the following would be my busy moments, tearing doing all assignments before due date, failing studying for my exams, and ... and...

Halleluyah !!

Yes, its holiday ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ not now lah ~ its on 18th of June =D ~~ then gonna be Home Sweet Home on 20th ~~~~

My To-Do List for now/ coming holidays/ future:
1. Blogging
2. Do all the assignments.
3. Facebook-ing daily <<-- No book no me !

4. Find friends hiao !
5. Go gym play
6. Go jogging
7. Enjoy my Mother cooking skills !
8. Learning to play Photoshop
9. Buying Nokia N8

10. Buying a pro/smart camera

I'm not sure what I missed @@~ Hahaa~ Don't talk about "MONEY" when I chose to buy them. They're 100% worth buying despite quite cost a fortune .... Did you ever see HOW NICE is the resolution on the professional camera, effects on every photos? Did you ever research HOW GOOD is the phone? That's why... money can be earned back by the way! But I'm still using my Dad's hard earned money =\ ~ But Dad, I gonna earn these back ! For you !

AH!
Time passed tick-tock, tick-tock-ly ~~~~~~~ Still got assignments to do T___T ~ I hate digitising my maps... one word to describe...

JING MA HUA AHH!!!!

Before I end my post, how you guys think of my new gloves? I bought a pair of gloves yesterday ! $20 ~~ Looks nice hehe~~ or cool perhaps? It keeps me warm leh... but not for my 10 little fingers LMAO ~~!